Why do I exist?
I am trying to find answer of this question for long now, I am
not sure if I have the correct answer with me but there are various reasons and
purposes I have found those are partially answering my question of “Why do I
exist”. This is more related to Hinduism
Karma belief.
1.
When I was born to my mother and father, one of
the reason of my existence could be,
Almighty God wanted to bless my father
and mother with a second child like myself.
2.
From my perspective; the god wanted to gift me such great parents;
this must be because of my great karma of my previous life ( Purva Janma).
3.
Since I grew up, my parents were tested for
their best of abilities to bring me up to the age, ability and experience that
I have gathered today; I am what I am
because my parents wanted that way.
I must say that my parents fully justified
the responsibility that was given to them by “Paramatma”.
4.
Then it was my turn to do the return of favour,
the “Parmeshwar” wanted me to do the best for my parents, giving them the benefit (“karma Fal”) of their good karma. I had to
take care of their necessities and responsibilities and making them comfortable.
5.
There come the more difficult tasks of life that
“Param Pita” wanted me to take care.
My
life after marriage. My wife connected
to me because of her Karma and so do I married to her because of my Karma. Since
it’s said that the marriages are decided in heaven, mine was no exception to
that.
6.
The kids born to happily married couple, the
almighty wanted me to take care of more responsibilities; since I gained more
confidence of “Bhagwan” now. I was gifted with two kids; I thanked god for both
and selecting me and my wife on this
earth to be proud parents of great children.
What next?
1.
There seems to be a long journey ahead. I feel
there is more to be done till the maths
of Karma doesn’t get solved with correct answer on the board.
2.
I believe I exist and I am living because “The Magician”
wants me to do more for family, friends
and society.
3.
I think “The Power house” like God wants me to help
more to the other living beings so that everyone
gets at least what they deserve.
4.
I could be the source or a hand, from where “The
Almighty” wants to send his powers or necessities to many of his fellow
followers.
5.
I might be the source by which my children will
achieve their goals, their karma, for which they have born in this world.
6.
I exist because there might be more things to be
achieved by me, for balance my karma or
to balance other’s Karma on this earth.
7.
There might be a reason of giving me a birth on
this earth that could be a rehearsal of my next “Janma - Incarnation” or I
exist because of my previous birth and I didn’t complete something at previous
Janama that time.
The question is very complicated
and some of my answers to myself convince me up to certain extent.
I don’t want to go and find
the god, that may not be the right exercise, but I am trying to find a way where I can
meet myself.
What if I do not know “who
Am I” and I still try to achieve the God like powers.
That has no meaning. Rather identifying me is easy and
meaningful.
I exist because “Vishwatma”
wanted me to be a human, I should justify by being Human to others, acquire the
qualities of Human that might answer lot of my question of my existence.
The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand
